2023 End of Year Art
My last colored penciled art of 2023:






My last colored penciled art of 2023:






Over the the last few weeks (since Christmas of ’23) I’ve been into a lot more cooking and taking care of myself… but I was worried it was a manic episode. So I made the awful decision to tell my therapist and she took me off my wellbutrin. Not enjoying it so far. I’m not as much on edge but I’ve lost motivation and it’s frustrating.
Now I’m forcing myself to clean up when before it was a fun task… I’m not giving up just BLEGH.
I also had to get a blood pressure monitor because she won’t leave me alone about my blood pressure. I know it’s important, I just hate getting it done. I’m never calm enough in a public setting for my pulse to be somewhat normal.
SO I finally got one and woot, now I can do it on my own. TAKE THAT.
As for doctor’s, I’m trying to figure out if I like her. She’s very very nitpicky about a lot of crap but I know she has to be. I’m sure it’s mostly me because I’m afraid of change but I’m trying to decide if she’s the right fit. I really don’t want to have to spend a lot of money to find a new one. *shrug*
We’ll see what happens over all. I have until next tuesday/wednesday to see if I like how I feel. If not I want back on my wellbutrin. I may have been on edge but at least I was motivated.
I’ve been on facebook a lot more lately just trying to connect with family and find friends and I found a Super Friend’s group. I’m so excited. It’s not a group where half the people pretend to like golden age heroes but they actually like them.
I explained my love for the series and for my love of Robin and for once – NO ONE MADE FUN OF ME!!
I’m still floored but very excited and can’t wait to interact more. I know they don’t care how much it means to me and I feel bad because Miles and Sarah never laughed at me.. but the general public/fanboys always have. So to get validation was just OMG.
Insert dramatic comic I drew here:
I’ll need to take better photos… because it’s dark.
Starting the new year off right with some things I want to work on:
First, I know this site looks bad. REAL Bad. I need to make it look better. LOL. I just need to make new graphics. Most of the graphics that I’ve made for Robin Gurl are older and meant for smaller sites.
Second, I will be turning this site into a “me” site vs solely a fansite. At one point I was trying to import my LJ since I 10 years of my life was on there (maybe more..) but, I’m going to stop that and just start a new.
You’re welcome to go back and read (if anyone ever finds this that is) but I was young and pretty “cringe”. I can say this because it was me. XD
I don’t have often I’ll write here but I want to. I want to have a written thing so my family can see how much I cared about them and my life and how it was.