Over the the last few weeks (since Christmas of ’23) I’ve been into a lot more cooking and taking care of myself… but I was worried it was a manic episode. So I made the awful decision to tell my therapist and she took me off my wellbutrin. Not enjoying it so far. I’m not as much on edge but I’ve lost motivation and it’s frustrating.
Now I’m forcing myself to clean up when before it was a fun task… I’m not giving up just BLEGH.
I also had to get a blood pressure monitor because she won’t leave me alone about my blood pressure. I know it’s important, I just hate getting it done. I’m never calm enough in a public setting for my pulse to be somewhat normal.
SO I finally got one and woot, now I can do it on my own. TAKE THAT.
As for doctor’s, I’m trying to figure out if I like her. She’s very very nitpicky about a lot of crap but I know she has to be. I’m sure it’s mostly me because I’m afraid of change but I’m trying to decide if she’s the right fit. I really don’t want to have to spend a lot of money to find a new one. *shrug*
We’ll see what happens over all. I have until next tuesday/wednesday to see if I like how I feel. If not I want back on my wellbutrin. I may have been on edge but at least I was motivated.
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